When the End Was Met

my wits end of trying to show her anything was met years and years ago

sometimes I wonder what all this is for
what is the lesson I'm supposed to be learning

and im just not worth it
and all I want is 5 free passes
where a family can feel like a family
or at least not put me through
the most brutal ringer you could
ever.imagine.

im not whining
promise

sometimes when you wonder
an answer comes along
even if a Long Hard Road wasn't what you were looking for
"If nothing else, one day you can look someone straight in the eyes and say:
'But I lived through it. And it made me who I am today.'"
its still an answer.