"[M]asochists who feel pride in rising above impossible odds”

Its a funny thing, when you've maybe thought it all along, but when you actually admit that not only do you have a masochistic streak but that it is undeniably thick.

I'm afraid of what admitting this might mean as far as how people interpret me, but today was just too uncanny not to point it out.

Because two completely seperate conversations in a matter of hours is one of those brick walls you smack right into where the anwser is written right there. Well the anwser isn't quite there, but as much of an anwser that exists, I suppose, is.

Here's the second convo., just for crazy's posterity sake.

thats it. it must be. thank you peter hall. even if every so often i create my own impossible odds.

and its not always me. dont misinterpret this.