I'm Really Getting Tired

of waking up with a start and the only thought on my mind is how much I hate myself.
the whole procrastinator piece of me consumes so much that the only part that hasn't been taken over has to voice itself in the form of troubled dreams.

maybe I should stop sleeping so much during the day.
well, spring break is over in two more days. (I only left twice. TWICE. in 7 days).
that'll put a quick stop to all of this sleeping business.
is it wrong to love it?
perhaps as much as I do, but thats a rhetorical question, not to be anwsered by you.