Ahah. Thats why.

"eye-rolling sentiments that are too youthful and migraining to spell out bluntly because when you try it comes out all wrong". --W.E. interview

for the same reason it was written I needed help to explain this in the way I really meant it, but in a way that I couldn't find the words myself.
"I wish I could write happy things and not hate them for sounding sentimental in that gross way."

never can be sure when and where those 'ahas' will fly by, or even if you'll catch them. been catching a few lately, but more in a 'look there' sort of way.

I love making myself make sense, via others' well spun rhetoric.

Wesley Eisold-RockSound mag.